My Recurring Dream

We all have them
They say
Yes I do
Mine is thus
I am attending my last year of high school
But for the second time
Which is odd
As in my fist attempt
I got an “A” bursary
And towards the end of the dream
I kind of realize this
In some dreams
I even go around
Telling people that
As to why I am there
Because in my real life
I went to university
And there was no such year
So there I am
In my second attempt
Feeling older and wiser
When technically I have no need to
But I have chosen to
And in my second time
I am always missing classes
Not going to maths
Which was my best subject
Missing exams
Should be failing
But seemingly not
And I always ask
Does the first time still count?